an emotional weekend..

SO
im back :)

Saturday, walked down to Aldi 8-) super cool. bought some random crap with mikey, almost got hit by some insane faggot driver on the walk to mikeys, got to mikeys, tried to bake a cake - it probably would have turned out better had i not put so much milk in it and mikey hadn't broken our last egg on the floor. :')
so anyway - cake probably would have bounced off the floor had we dropped it.. yummy.

That evening, was the beautiful football incident. and i was still rather annoyed at him because quite frankly - i did look like a pile of wank that night.
mikey had invited james - and i know damn well when you put those two together they chat on and on about music and i get bored shitless. So i had the brilliant idea to invite my beautiful Callum, whom i'd not seen for like, 4 years, and thought it was a brilliant opportunity to see him and have a laugh, cause he always gets me hyper.

so there we are, sat in some creepy bar in a dodgey place with big ass bikers chillen out, making space invaders and spongebob from a coaster that Cal had ripped to pieces cause the nice lady took away the knife he was playing with.
seeing as me and Cal were opposite eachother and we were right behind the drummer of the band, we couldnt exactly hear eachother - so we texted untill the band finished. at this - mikey got annoyed.
later claiming id barely spoken to him all night and that he was annoyed id payed more attention to Cal than to him.

we sat up till gone 3am arguing about the fact he's been a shity boyf lately and i told him if he doesnt get his acttogether one month from today - then im breaking up with him and playing lick tig with Cal. although - lick tig isn't as 'dirty' as it sounds, cause we're retarded we actually just licked eachothers faces for a tig. :')

Today - ive been texting Callum almost all day, cause quite honestly, he's amazing. (not to mention gorgeousssssssss!)
and mikeys been all quiet with me all day, and tbh, i just wish he'd grow up and accept the fact that whoopdeedoo, i have a guy friend - just just he has girl friends and expects me to be perfectly fine with him meeting up with a girl that he was with for 2 years before me.

me and Cal, were together like, 6 months max?

there is a difference.

So currently - im texting callum, writing this blog, and wishing i could have a hug. :/





ps. 'got back in touch with this awesome guy, and i cant wait to watch ping pong with him on a sunday morning'
just for you. <3